娜妞兒的自白

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There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go...

很不愿意再回歸當初，在這里寫下滿滿傷感的字跡．

只是最近的我，為何會如此害怕失去，加倍的孤獨感涌上心頭，讓我的心糾結的要窒息了．

滿腦子想到的只是＂孤獨＂＂孤獨＂＂孤獨＂．．．＂孤獨＂到讓我想哭．

明明不勝酒力，卻還是開一瓶紅酒．

讓自己迷醉在不省人事的狀態下，什么也不用去想．

我似乎慢慢開始懂得體會，酒精的迷人之處．

對我來說不用太多，半杯就足以讓我忘卻．

自從小時候知道自己是雙魚座的孩子后，我就認為自己是典型的雙魚，感情豐富，傷感，脆弱，浪漫．．．

直到上禮拜，我讀著一個陌生雙魚女孩的文章，才醒悟原來自己是如此的不配．

她的文字是那么的楚楚動人，對愛情充滿著童話故事般的美好憧憬．

我卻憂郁的讓自己害怕．不知何時連自信也瓦解了．不斷的用搞笑和碎碎念給自己上一層保護膜．

電話里我不斷的問著＂是不是連你也不要我了＂，盡管他無奈的回答著這般那般分開的理由．

但他的理智刺痛我了，淚水漸漸濕潤枕巾，他心疼的說沒有，只不過我們敵不過現實．．．

只有在他的面前，才可以盡情的表現出我的軟弱．

我無奈，我們緣盡于此．

我慶幸，你還像朋友般在我身邊讓我停泊，在我崩潰的時候暫時忘卻痛楚．

只是我的心中堆積了太多委屈，無論你如何安慰，卻依舊孤單．